ich sing fuer mama

today's post coincide wif reason no. 3 y i chose dis month s My Mama's Month...:D


3. on 4th march is my birthday!


about 21 yrs ago...it was a bright morning i suppose...(no idea, i simply can't recall a thing wut had happened at the moment...so, dis is wut i thought had happened)...an exhausted women was waiting in a labor room...a man stood beside her, holding her hands...


"dis must really hurts!" thought the man to himself s his hands were almost crushed by her strong clutch (dis one my dad told me about it...:p)


at 8.30 a.m., in the morn of march 4th 1989...
finally, bless God!...a 'very cute' tiny baby came peeking out into dis amazing world~


of course dis 'cute' creature never knew what will she face in the coming tymes...(sory terbajet cute...lol)


but s she arrived on her 21st yr, she realized one wrong thing (many actually but dis is definitely a crucial mistake)...


evry time 4th march arrived those 20 yrs ago, she expected to b celebrated...congratulated...(not actually self conscious, but nobody purposely forgot d'day dey were born even tho they dun like celebrating dem - dis is my self defense...lol...bare wif me for a little while)


but dis yr, she tot to herself after countless of miracles n discoveries she plucked out of dis magnificent world...y?...y am i celebrating the day that mark another yr closer to death?...another few months, or weeks infact mayb even days from the after world?...


so, alright...i'll celebrate dis day s my renovation day!...dis yr shud b better than last yr...(of course it shud- insyaAllah - tlg ameenkn)


but then again, dis is still a mistake...am not the one supposed to b celebrated today...it doesn't cost me any difficulty peeping into dis world the first tyme...not even a single sweat...no hospital fees to b paid, no new clothes n new attire to be prepared, not even efforts to push myself out...


21 yrs ago, on 4th march (sebut bnyk2 kali so u guys wont forget it...lol)...a woman an a man struggled their efforts n savings for the joy of having this grown up 'girl' (am still a girl i dun care!) alive n able to roam around this wide humongous world~


so, 


i regard over everybody's wishes for me today to my beloved mom who sacrificed her life trying to carry me all those months in her womb n delivering me safely into this universe n taking care of me for all those 21 yrs dat has passed untill i became someone like i am now~...n thnx also to my dad who shaped my mind n taught me evrything he knew-


wish them! okay peeps-


and also, on this 'precious' day, i dedicate this song to the one responsible for my being alive



[his face cam adeeq mase kecik kn mama...:p]


a german song entitled 'i sing for mama'


thnx for bringing me into this world mama!...i can't imagine not being able to be alive...i luv exploring this world n feeling all the emotions n experiences in stored-


n so i will always 'sing' for u n ayah!


#when i was in 3rd yr secondary school, my school principal (ke principle?...k, my english teacher will kill me for forgetting dis again!) gave us a very touching advice dat i never forget till today...
"your parents are your life here (dis world) as long as u r not married (i was in an all girls school), so evrytime you here the 'azan', say the azan's prayer n combine it wif a prayer for ur mom n dad (the most common one, of course u know it) so dat you will never forget to pray for them evryday!"


practice dat okay evrybody~


* today's post came in late s i finished my class late - a fabulous lecture from dr asyraf fayek the one info i jz can't help but to share it coz i felt it really last yr-


-dun feel for 'laryngeal click' on ur own body! please! or not evryone of you will think that you have post-cricoid carcinoma n dis is true!...dis obsession happens to all of us and by the end of the year you end up having 120 diseases-


nice typing today! n thnx for reading till d end~