ok...another event that happened on my first year...
to be honest...my actual aim is to study in RCSI...hehe...but miracles happen, i felt calm choosing egypt during filling up jpa's form (almost everybody didn't believe it was my choice...they thought my father talked me into this...'sorry ayah')...but still, i wasn't completely confident.....
so, on my first year winter holiday just after i finished my first exam ever in kasr el aini medical faculty... my friends and i went to 'mount sinai' for hiking...at 1.50 a.m freezing cold at the foot of the mountain, a crazy idea caught into me...
i wasn't confident with myself about medicine...and i thought...why not ask guidance here...i aimed, a stupid aim...
"if i can reach the peek of mount sinai before as-subh, i can succeed in medicine here (egypt) but if i cannot...i would'nt!"
erk~...and up i climbed...with that stupid bet i just made pressuring me...
but i was glad~...glad i made that stupid aim and worked for it...because i did manage to reach the peek befor as subh and, on top of that i am confident with my path right now...plus a lesson came from this experience...
if i am destined to be in a place where i am, so Allah really meant for me to survive...i believe in that clearly because He promises not to put us in a place where we are not able to succeed...
i didn't need to do that bet but i was glad...i learned that i can be pushed further if "I" wanted myself to do it...so, i even in how difficult position we are...we can succeed
-read and feel it's meaning...
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was here =)
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