my name?

hurm...is today haloween or was it yesterday?
which ever...

not that i bothered to celebrate it...
but actually...i've been waiting for the end of october to explain why i chose "xpheline" as a my "other" name...

some 6-7 years ago, there was this haloween movie which i have forgotten the title...a story of high school students competing in the best 'haunted house' competition...the story starts with the death of a guy, who became a ghost because of some unsolved mission. he helped a kid to win that haunted house competition and finally found out what his unsolved mission was...which is to turn out the culprit who stole an artifact in the town's museum...a carving of a cat named 'The Feline'...

this is where i found out that feline means cat...or the cat family (mayb a scientific name or in latin - to be sure as prof wiki...hehe)...n thus came out the word xpheline which i give the meaning..."i am not a cat"...

there u are...nothing beneficial in it...just some little information...

good answer!!!

it's really hard to give 'the right' answer when a question is given to you...especially if it is given suddenly and under pressure~...


but, giving a 'good' answer is a different thing...without really having the correct one, if we can organize our answer properly...it can come out as an acceptable one...--this of course need some practises and mind working apart from sheer luck...hehe...(it's pretty handy in exams)


watch this~

##the content of this entry is situated way near the end of this performance##

ok...frankly, i jz can't deny dat this performance is jz so cool!!!...though...time-wasting~

huhu...(what an intro jz now...)

but...since it's made me wasted my time...it wudnt hurt if i take some lesson out of it would it?...

just i think...beware of what you retort back to others...(kalau da x tau sngt, jgn tipu plak...) 

ijhiz nafsaka!...oppss silap..."jahhiz nafsaka"

precisely at the moment i felt useless n time wasting, a beautifully striking lesson hit straight on my nose...well, it wasn't like i dun have anything to revise or homework to be done...just, sometimes...i don't feel like it...so, this is what happened when i became bored~

lynne: is it true...u r always bz?
ammar ehsan: hahaha...


(nmpk sngt x de keje...sorry i disturbed u cat!...but it was worth it..:p)
asking him about his experience as an oversea stdnt...(joyful to hear it from an elaborative point of view...nicely done cat!)...but the best part dat made it worth it n i think it's nice to share it with evrybody...is the story about his super sr...

am not too sure about his history but here is his blog
n truly it is inspirational!...after reading wut he has gone through...
getting to know that he has hodgkin's lymphoma during his medical studies, he still did pass his final years n can jot down his experience in a blog while still continueing treatment~

suddenly i felt ashamed...
it's funny i still have time to wonder what i should be doing when actually piles of work are stacking itself before my eyes~...
can i face anything like dat?

hurm...
but i felt grateful that, eventhough i meant to chat around, God sent me a wonderful message...that i am not yet prepared...life is still long and still plenty of things to be done before that destiny...that awaits me...comes and fetch me...
hopefully i have done packing by then~

preparing~

in simple words i meant to deliver...ijhiz nafsaka! jahhiz nafsaka!
('prepare urself' in arabic - jz learnt that word this morning actually...hope the grammar is right...hehe)

22 oct 2009

correction:...jz asked my arabic teacher dis mornin...jahhaza the root word of prepare, when is used for an order is jahhiz...
there is no such word as 'ijhiz', but 'ijhaz' means 'attack urself'...LOL...
a splendid language...just a tiny mistake the meaning is out of the window~

eg: (my teacher gave this morning...)

wird ('wau-ro'-dal' the letter wau is pronunciated as 'wi') : habituation
ward (also 'wau-ro'-dal' but the letter wau is pronunciated as wa) : flower
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another funny and going-to-be-embarrasing incidence this morning...

my teacher asked for an english idiom...without thinkin much n with absolute confidence, i said...

"lady fingers...it means a person who is good with plants"...

my teacher argued..."why shud it be a lady, not a man???"...i said i dunno...but as i walk home i realized...it wasn't "lady fingers"...it was actually "green fingers"...hehe...got to correct myself in my nex clas...huhu...

toshuhai sharaku

slamat hari raya!!!

as today is PERUBATAN celebration of our eid mubarak~



and...am dedicating this post to an unknown japanese (to me...i apologize if you do know him...no offense k) because...he...being alived in the 18th century, managed to gain RM 2 million from an auction of his painting!!!

of course, he wouldn't even get to feel the money coming, but hey!...that's a very fat fortune~
and i believe, he didn't even thought his paintings back then can be auctioned this much!
so, this is the one auctioned in paris a coloured painting of a japanese actor arashi ryuzo (i translated from utusan dated 17 oct..hehe)

arashi ryuzo

well, to get that picture, i have to search...and got stuck up in a website called artcyclopedia...walla!...

i love drawing, but never get the chance to really learn it properly...though i practised them in my bz tyme...hehe...ok, simply...i have an absolutely 0% of knowledge on arts...(keen to know though)...but, i still can't keep in what bothers my mind here...

what is so pretty about that painting to be auctioned for RM 2 million???

well, in that website, there's this 'top 50 posters' of arts which is based on its cumulative sales on that website...and, #1 is....

the kiss

by gustav klimt...an austrian painter in the early 19th century (from wikipedia)...well, again...i fail to see the value of this painting~...

hurm...though am really into arts...(drawing n music)...but unable to see this as valuable as most of the people in this world do...i think i know why am destined to persue in pure scientific academical field~...

In the Name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

"Jihad (holy fighting in Allah's cause) is ordained for you (muslims) though you dislike it, and it may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you. Allah knows but you do not know."

surah alBaqarah verse 216

i know this verse is quite famous (since it was in one of the islamic love novels)...well...not only for marriage ok guys!....hehe

(it really is difficult living in my age right now where i get invited to weddings throughout the year~)

humanitarian preservation

the more i learn medicine...journeying towards an ability that can be applicable in humanitarian acts...i found out am loosing more of my sympathy...

my target does not cohere with my path...(in this situation)...is it permittable?

~after a session of circling around the forensic museum...i was discussing about babies in jars...goodness gracious!...

the price of knowledge...

my memory~

i've just had a lecture...quite interesting...remarkable i suppose~
about burns...


(it's hot to go!!!...H-O-T-T-O-G-O...it's hot to go..aummm...)
one of the cheers mase hari sukan~:D

but i realized how much i've forgotten my 1st and 2nd years lesson...

talking about layers of skin...of scalp...even the anatomy of head...

pondering again into the holy book al-Quran...i found this...

In the Name of Allah, the Most Benificient, the Most Merciful

"And never say of anything, I shall do such and such thing tomorrow."

"Except (with the saying), 'If Allah will!' And remember your Lord when you forget and say: 'It may be that my lord guides me unto a nearer way of truth than this.'"

surah alKahfi verse 23 and 24...

may we all get guidance from Allah...ameen...

plus, another thing about burns...i don't think i'd like to imagine this verse

In the Name of Allah, the Most Benificient, the Most Merciful.

"Surely! Those who disbelieved in Our Ayat (proofs, eveidence, verses, lessons, signs, revelations, etc.) We shall burn them in Fire. As often as their skins are roasted through, We shall change them for other skins that they may taste the punishment. Truly, Allah is Ever Most Powerful, All-Wise."

surah anNisaa verse 56

no wonder pain receptors are most sensitive on skin...even pain in viscera are referred to skin~

ouch!!!

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feelings are the most beautiful and delicate substance ever created on earth...

i never give a tot about feelings as i see them as trivial matter, before...but now i understand what the feeling of missing somebody really about...

luckily i studied here, or i may not meet the meaning of 'miss' at all...

gosh am becoming gurlish~

fishing~

seems like am attracted to animals as a motivator...they do help a lot though, to make us understand~

but i was afflicted by this comic here...

because funny enough...

i was just planning on posting the 3rd advise from doctor fauziah which is, teach the man how to fish...don't give him the fish! (in my simplified note)...skiving for images that can describe the meaning of this 'quote'...i was quite startled to find this comic here came into the result...well, top three of the line drawings means almost something like this one...

as far as i am concerned, this 'quote' is quite famous...surely they should've put the obvious meaning...but, as i explored a little more, i found out that i am not up-to-date here...because, i discovered this from http://www.amatecon.com/fish

The Original

“Give a man a fish; you have fed him for today. Teach a man to fish; and you have fed him for a lifetime”—Author unknown

The Improvements

“Give a man a fish; you have fed him for today. Teach a man to fish; and you will not have to listen to his incessant whining about how hungry he is.”—Author unknown

“Give a man a fish; you have fed him for today. Teach a man to fish; and you can sell him fishing equipment.”—Author unknown

“Give a man a fish; you have fed him for today. Teach a man to use the Net and he won't bother you for weeks.”—Author unknown

“Teach a man to fish and you feed him for a lifetime. Unless he doesn't like sushi—then you also have to teach him to cook.”—Auren Hoffman, Herald Philosopher

“Give a man a fish; you have fed him for today. Teach a man to fish, and he will sit in the boat and drink beer all day.”—OldFox

“Give a man a fish; you have fed him for today. Teach a man to fish; and you have fed him for a lifetime. Teach a man to sell fish and he eats steak.”—Author unknown

Well, I meant to share this advice but instead, I found out that human’s mind travels very wild…hahaha

the donkey in a well

observing the arrival of this year's jr brings forth memories of my days...miraculously, am going into my 4th yr now...haha...it seem just like yesterday my first time here...

jr mara

The Donkey in a Well

s usual...we tell them of how life in egypt...always expect the worst...haha...but to survive physical n mental dilemmas, jz be positive...which brings me to The Donkey in a Well story...

this story is among the 22 advises from dr fauziah which i met in langkawi...

well, normally...a donkey is known to be very dumb...but today's donkey is the one gonna motivate you...here goes~

once upon a time in a very humble and down throdden vilage,there was an old donkey, who worked very hard for his master every day of the year...one day, being very thirsty he went near a well longing for its water to rise up...a rabbit came passing by saw the look on the donkey's face...

'hmm...if only u r clever enough, u might get to drink from the well!' said the rabbit
'really? how so?'
'just climb up high enough to push that pail in and pull it back up with its rope once it's full of water...humans do it all the time!'
'but how to climb?'
'u have legs don't you?...use them! like this!'

the rabbit jumpped demonstrating...so the donkey, with a determined face aiming for the pail hanged on the well..jumpped with all his might...miraculously, he managed!...but sadly he landed....into the well...

'help!' he cried

peeping from above the rabbit looked down

'owh how thick can you be? why are you stupid enough to follow what i said???'

n he left the donkey all alone...so the donkey waited patiently...meanwhile, the farmer looking around worriedly for his beloved donkey became thirsty...he went to the well and to his surprise found out that his donkey was trapped at the bottom...

'dear dear...how did you get in there?'

he quickly ran back to the village and called people for help...interested on how a donkey manage to get itself into a well, many people came to see... and they discussed...

'it's really difficult to get him out!' said villager 1
'yes, the well is deep and the donkey is heavy, there is no way anyone can climb in and carry him out' said villager 2
'but he will die if we leave him there,by the way he is already old' said the farmer
'mmm...that solves the problem!' said vilager 1
'huh???'
'look...he's old, even if we manage to get him out he'll die eventually...so as not to make his death difficult, why dont we just bury him in here...and you can get another donkey for a change' replied villager 1

after considering that option, the farmer agreed to bury his faihful old donkey...so all of them helped to throw in sand...

but...

the donkey, sad at first on hearing their decision of burying him alive~, got another brilliant idea as a shovel of earth came down into the well...everytime they throw down the sand, the donkey climbed up onto the lumps of earth...and up, and up, and up he goes...until his misty old eyes get to see the shock on the villager's faces~...the donkey was saved!

-the end-

well, the lesson here...even on whichever side the donkey was being hurt (physically or mentally) he managed to look at it in a positive way...instead of being depressed about burried alive, he took the news nicely and managed to save himself...so, in reality...we can't avoid from being baffled by other though sumtime they did not mean it...so, just use what u are given at a time to make things brighter~