yet still a student

finally! am writing again!!! ^_^

after a long long pause, sorry about that!

frankly, emotionally i wasn't strong enough to be giving others advice, or spreading happiness

but that was then,

housemanship really took it's toll on me!

changing from theoretical to practical, adjusting myself to the computerized system and inter-human and inter-racial relationship and the no more leisure sleep...on the 14th day of life (of HO as they describe it) i was depressed!! but luckily my bos is so motherly, she gave me that day off (Thanx Miss Lenny!!)

and also thanx to the attachment medical students who's been through all the tough times with me in ward ^_^

now, after about 2 months
am more adjusted to this new life,
i love going to work!

everyday is bound to store some surprises

every person i meet is gonna teach me something new

and an off day is just so priceless...hehe

some medical student told me that they were adviced by HO that it isn't too late to turn back and quit medicine

but if it's your dream! don't give up! 

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

فَإِنَّ مَعَ العُسْرِ يُسْرًا

إِنَّ مَعَ العُسْرِ يُسْرًا

surah asy-Syarh, verse 5 and 6

5- So verily, with the hardship there is relief

6- Verily, with the hardship there is relief.

like how newborns struggle to learn how to breathe in the early minutes of life,

people now can say: "as easy as 'breathing'!"

i hope being a doctor will be as easy as breathing to me one day
currently, i still feel like a student

"buah cempedak di luar pagar,
ambil galah tolong jolokkan......" -sila sambung

to my fellow juniors, i would advice you to prepare for your housemanship,
not just academically,
emotionally and mind you, PHYSICALLY!!!