August 25, 2010

post triple one...

today's topic is about nothing particular...

wanna share a funny incident that occurred to me

i was hovering over dr # as he took a parkinson patient's history
rummaging through the patient's file, he asked
"where's your ECG?"
"EGG saye x buat dr!"
"rmm...nurse!"...the dr called
"ye?" she came
"tolong buatkn ECG satu for this pateint." he smiled and added "patient ni kate dy x buat EGG"...they laughed..


i smiled..dr # turned to me, "do you know what's E-G-G?" he asked with his serious face
"ermmm...???" i made a thinking face
"do you know what is ECG?"
"yes, elctrocardiogram"
"yup...EEG?"
"electroencephalogram!"
"ryte...and EGG?"
"electro...???"
"haha...egg!...telur la!"
"huh?" i was bemused...and i laughed..."pulling my leg huh?"
"yes!....saya kenekan sorg lagi!!!" cried dr # out loud...

August 22, 2010

knowledge

chit chatting with ayah...
he described to me
the difference
between a man who gains knowledge (3ilmu)
and a man who gains information...

"3ilmu" will make the person who has it a nice and lovable person
he practices "mahmudah" attitude, and he avoids anything "mazmumah"

i hope i can have the knowledge...not just the information...

August 21, 2010

it's a gift!

that day was the Grand ward rounds

almost 20 drs are present...

the best thing about that day was what i saw in a chinese couple...


the wife unfortunately has parkinson, thus she couldn't take care of herself very well...the husband was discussing his wife's discharge with a dr, he can't wait to bring her home...and bless them...they look like they were born before the japanese era...

his discussion ended, drs move to the next bed...i kept my gaze on them as the husband was about to carry his wife to a nearby chair...can he manage? i wondered...

"&*(%$#@#" said the husband in chinese to a lady...and she helped him

apparently, i wasn't the only person watching this scene...a chinese male dr was also witnessing this...

"this is your daughter?" asked the dr
"nope, my maid!" he answered
"owh, where did you find a chinese speaking maid?" the dr asked back...
(sorry, this is what i assume they were talking about...hehe, they were speaking chinese)
and their conversation continued for a bit...

the husband then took out a flask, pour chicken soup into a bowl and began feeding his wife

"what?where's your maid just now?" asked the chinese dr shocked
"dunno!" he answered not apparently looking at the dr, he seemed pretty occupied with his wife
"you have a maid, ask her to feed your wife la!" said the dr
"no no!" he refused
"oo, you sayang bini ea!" the dr joked...
he seemed intent

a malay female dr said to us...
"nanti nak kawen, cari husband macam nie!"...we smiled

then the chinese dr turned to us
"bayar maid tapi tak mo pakai...rugi la!" he quoted
"i da nasehat budak2 ni suh cari husband macam dy!" said the malay dr
"u x nk nasehat i ke? i x kawen lagi" d chinese dr replied...
"u sanggop jaga ur wife like this?" she asked back
"hehe~"

August 14, 2010

it was difficult


i really hate waiting...it's torturous!


i dun like crowdedness...it's suffocating!


i averse difficulties...it makes me doubt myself~
i hate this...i dun like that...huhu...

there are so many things in life, which pressure my mind...
one day, amidst all those difficulties...i just couldn't stand it anymore!!!
urgh!!!
giving up seems like a pretty good idea...
i dun actually need to face this, i do have an option to back out...
but...
i won't get what i want though...huhu

i began to evaluate...is it really worth it to face those difficulties?...is it better to just give up?...or just cheat my way in?...there are many other easy ways to sneak through...hehe

i was in a 40 minute ride train
i boarded that full coach and was forced to stand...huhu, i've just walked about 10 minutes to reach here...but all the seats were full...i didn't have a choice, so i waited in front of a passenger, hoping at each stop she'd alight...but i was out of luck that day...i stood till my destination

there i thought, while my feet were killing me...why am i afflicted with such hardship???

maybe....
maybe i have made somebody waited for me before or maybe i have cause difficulties to others before or maybe this is another life's obstacle...

i was not used to this method of transportation...i looked around at all the other passenger faces...this must've been their routine, they look calm...somehow at peace...well some of them does wear a face like me...hehe...if i was to complain out loud, they must've look at me like i am a crybaby...it's only a bit of standing!duh~

with that thought lingering in my mind...miraculously, everything seems smooth and easy~
hurm...i don't really have to give up then, it's just a matter of adjusting my perspective on a situation...
look at it in a different view!
i really hope this method can be used in other matters

there, a lesson in Ramadhan Kareem...
use all the opportunities given while you are still alive, this might be the last Ramadhan...huhu 

August 08, 2010

telepaths

what is telepathy?
the ostensible transfer of information on thoughts or feelings between individuals by means other than the five senses
before, it is known as thought-transference


i am just curious, if this thing truly exist...i can't deny its presence,
i've felt it countless of times, though i maybe deluded...huhu...
or coincidently i've been thinkin about it...
but the fact that it crosses continents and the coincidence (well, as muslim...we know that everything and every move in our life are destined)...made me google it up and wanna study about it

so mr. wiki here provided some info about telepathy...
if you are open minded, you can classify it as parapsychology...
or not, we can regard it as clairvoyant
as, it cannot be proven scientifically yet-

test has been made to study the presence of this ability,
the most famous is the Zener cards and Ganzfeld experiment
we need 2 person to participate in this test, a sender and a receiver...the sender thinks about a picture from these cards...the receiver will know what card the sender is thinkin about from afar...ganzfeld experiment is similar except that the receiver is put in a controlled environment...

  zener cards...

there are many types of telepathy...latent, retrocognitive, intuitive, emotive, superconcious...etc.

hurm~
as far as i am aware of, i've been is the receiver's shoe...and emotive type at most...intuitive sometimes...
well, surely i wont realize if am the sender...hee

but the question here...
is it truly true?
i wonder~

*thnx mr wiki for these info
*tomorrow, start stopping wasting my time
*tomorrow start terawih??? "rabbana taqobbal minna ramadhan!"